Type what you're thinking about right now (11)

[Perhaps]

There are times I cry a lot and I don't know why, but I noticed everytime this happens, it happens when I'm feeling relaxed or comfortable/at peace for once.
That being said, I generally have depression that I don't wish on anyone.

[Scurrilous Rumour]

^
Don't be silly. You are confusing self-improvement with the solution to all your problems. You ought to recognise the difference.

I can see that you are wallowing and defeatist, but not everyone is.

[Dougella]

It's possible to progress in education at any age. When i did my degree course there was a number of people in their 30s doing the same course as me, and also some in their 40s and 50s. It might lead to a different kind of employment for some people or just wider knowledge and skills for others but it's always worth doing.

No one thing you do is ever going to change your life overnight, cure your mental health condition instantly or make you suddenly happy though obviously, as Scurrilous Rumour says. Those things are much longer processes.

[choirgirl]

I feel that I'm going through my disenchanted with the world teenager phase now.

[Perhaps]

Man, I looked in this ID photo like a straight up ugly goofy potato face

[Perhaps]

One day in your life
You'll remember a place
Someone touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around, you'll
One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day

[Perhaps]

i typed in google: who've won the most Grammys Award, and this was the first result:

Am I missing something not understanding?

Beyoncé is the most Grammy Award winning artist of all times with 32 trophies to her name.

[Amara 94]

^She has been relevant or popular for a long time, since 1999, almost 25 years so it’s not surprising.

[Perhaps]

^Yea.. well, I still don't get it, but it doesn't really annoy me. At least she's a beauty to look at and has a body to die for

[Perhaps]

No human being i came across who has a pair of eyes that looks into your soul more than Mr.Rasputin
He's just..mysterious and weird, but something about him makes not stop being curious.

[Dougella]

^

[Perhaps]

My cousin who sent me the sweetcorn sent me the same type of mango he sent inthe beginning of the summer. he called its type, i mean the name of it, he called it just 'the new'.

[Percy]

Originally Posted by Dean Winchester

I saw a guy wearing a tshirt which read: 'member of the tofu-eating wokerati' the other day.

Yes, I've seen that one available.

[Percy]

I found out today, they're doing a film about Nicolas Winton, the British Schindler.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/One_Life_(2023_film)

[anxiouslondoner]

Originally Posted by Dean Winchester

I saw a guy wearing a tshirt which read: 'member of the tofu-eating wokerati' the other day.

Tofu-eating wokearati
Tofu-eating wokearati
Tofu-eating wokearati
Heroes in a half shell!
Tofu power

[Consolida]

^^ That sounds interesting Percy, but if it's anything like Schindler's List it will make difficult viewing.


I'm thinking about the weekend ahead. My son's girlfriend is coming to stay here so I'm worrying a lot about that. I'm not used to having people in the house and wonder how I'm going to come across as normal and not the bat **** crazy woman that I usually am. Seriously, the wanting to be liked by someone who is important to my son turns me into a bag of nerves who can't string a sensible sentence together

[Perhaps]

The quality of chocolate in this ice cream is higher than chocolate I buy on its own, it has already chocolate bars in it. And that's been the first thing I eat in the morning since July.
The guilt doesn't come from it affecting my weight, it doesn't since at least it fits my daily intake, but it t most likely spikes insulin (it's something I hear people saying but I don't exactly know what it means, but I don't know, i enjoy it so much, but it just doesn't feel right consuming all that first thing in the morning.. xD

[Percy]

Got some praise for todays t-shirt.

[Percy]

Originally Posted by Dean Winchester

I used to own some 'funny' tshirts - now and then I see one in the wild that affirms my decision to bin them

[Perhaps]

The crazy thing about coffee is that it elevates/lifts my mood so quickly/almost instantly, but it doesn't take long until it lets it go down.., yet my mind tends to associate it -coffee- with the "lifting mood" part and totally ignores the "mood rapid sinking down" part.

[Merritt]

How receptive are GPs usually if you ask for a blood test? I want to get checked to see if there's anything physical that can be sorted out, to help explain the fatigue and brain fog I've had the last couple of years. I always worry about seeing a doctor though, that they'll go 'You want WHAT?!' and kick my head in if I ask for anything.

[Rocket Spud]

I found it very easy to get 'bloods' for whatever, with no questioning why. That was through econsult too. I would guess that a face-to-face appointment would lead the gp to question you a little.

[Sea]

Originally Posted by Merritt

How receptive are GPs usually if you ask for a blood test? I want to get checked to see if there's anything physical that can be sorted out, to help explain the fatigue and brain fog I've had the last couple of years. I always worry about seeing a doctor though, that they'll go 'You want WHAT?!' and kick my head in if I ask for anything.

If your symptoms include long-lasting fatigue then they should test your blood anyway without you having to ask...

[Laurel]

a guy I been following Twitter reckons a lack of Thiamine causes brain fog and fatigue. But have the assertiveness go doctors, it's just a 10 min session with a GP talking about concerns. Then a nurse will take your blood.

[Percy]

Got lots of praise for today's t-shirt, including thumbs up from a group of Chavs.

[Merritt]

Ta for the replies I haven't been to the GP for anything other than medication reviews (which I have to go in for, or no repeats) since before Covid, so it feels weird actually choosing to go and being assertive enough to ask for what I want.

[Dougella]

^ You could just go and describe the symptoms you've been having and see if they suggest some blood tests, which they should do really! And then ask for some if they don't happen to.

[Laurel]

gonna write a book called '30 days of punishing myself'.

Day 1- drink green tea.

[Perhaps]

When contemplating death it's nice to contemplate birth as well as they are both related. Thinking how one day you ended up inside a woman's womb. It helps giving you a bigger picture.

[Perhaps]

Counting in my head some few decent people who had a great life who have died, and back to think about myself and how a waste of space like me is alive and they are dead is kind of funny, yet somehow it gives me hope and comfort realizing how a great equalizer death is.