How is everyone feeling? (31) - Page 511

Toxic · #**15301** 3rd May 2018, 18:39

Grumble

Guess I'll ring doctors tomorrow and start the process again

This year has been a complete write off because I've felt cack since mid january

I've still got my unknown ache which is really confusing now I've had a camera up there telling me its all fine...and now further up I've got discomfort..they aint sticking another camera down another one of my holes I'm done with that shit.

Appear · #**15302** 3rd May 2018, 21:21

^ Hope things are sorted for you soon, Toxic.

^^ You'll do fine, gal. You don't need a whole lot of different things to talk about to be interesting and fun - you gots that by god's grace (or *insert other divine or non-divine force or process*). It'll go good, so you ain't getting any hoping it will from me (though I do, ofc)

And my dad's favourite programme is Antiques Roadshow. His favourite band is the Sex Pistols. Square that.

kirbycrackle · #**15303** 3rd May 2018, 22:38

Bit disappointed. Just ate a whole packet of Jaffa cakes someone left here earlier...I'm only a man, I'm not made of steel! Why dost thou tempt me jeebus! ??

A Whimsical Stranger · #**15304** 3rd May 2018, 22:45

I hate Jaffa cakes, but I tried them once when I was high and thought they were the best thing ever. It was like an awakening. It's an experience I consider to be up there with that one time I tried lesbian sex.

Merritt · #**15305** 3rd May 2018, 22:58

I used to eat Jaffa cakes by nibbling off the chocolate, peeling the orange bit from the sponge, then eating them separately. I like to think I'd be just as meticulous with lesbian sex, but alas, penis.

A Whimsical Stranger · #**15306** 3rd May 2018, 23:12

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Originally Posted by Merritt

I used to eat Jaffa cakes by nibbling off the chocolate, peeling the orange bit from the sponge, then eating them separately.

Say it again daddy

kirbycrackle · #**15307** 4th May 2018, 17:17

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Originally Posted by Dead Wife

I hate Jaffa cakes, but I tried them once when I was high and thought they were the best thing ever. It was like an awakening. It's an experience I consider to be up there with that one time I tried lesbian sex.

No, I will not be distracted by that last image...how can you hate jaffas!?

despicable.

Rocket Spud · #**15308** 4th May 2018, 17:40

Extremely tired of feeling useless.

kirbycrackle · #**15309** 4th May 2018, 18:06

^ we all have our bad days beewiz, don't beat yourself up! these things are very triggering

Merritt · #**15310** 4th May 2018, 18:23

^^ Don't be too hard on yourself, biscuits. If you're feeling too anxious to be able to get any enjoyment from going out, that's a fair enough reason to give it a miss. You're not obligated to spend your free time feeling stressed and crappy just to please others.

Merritt · #**15311** 4th May 2018, 18:42

Feeling a little paranoid. I was upstairs doing a bit of reading by the window, and there were some kids playing in a garden a few doors down. They were being loud, but in a playful way, which is fine. Out of the noise they were making, I thought I heard one of them say 'That guy's looking at you'. I got that sudden wave of embarrassment, like I'd been caught doing something wrong, except I wasn't doing anything except staring into a book. I'd maybe glanced out the window once or twice while they were out there, and I was hunched in my chair so I'm not even sure anyone outside could possibly see more than the top of my head, if that. I started to question whether I'd actually heard it or just imagined it, as my sense of paranoia has a habit of making me think people are looking at me or talking about me in public. A few weeks ago I walked past some teenagers and thought I heard one of them say 'Look at that man', which I may have completely imagined too, but it disturbed me all the same.

It's horrible feeling like I've done something wrong, by possibly being vaguely visible through a window in my own home, minding my own business. Like, do I seem that much of a creep to people?

There's also the factor that I'm possibly starting to hear things that aren't there, which is a worry in itself.

humphrey · #**15312** 4th May 2018, 19:05

Feeling really shite, my IBS is playing up. I think it is the spicy Cajun ribs I had on Wed night, it's pants when your body is not up to what you used to eat in the past.

kirbycrackle · #**15313** 4th May 2018, 19:47

Kind of lonely tbh.

newbs16 · #**15314** 4th May 2018, 21:14

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Originally Posted by Miggs The Terrible

Kind of lonely tbh.

newbs16 · #**15315** 4th May 2018, 21:15

Anxiety has been worse than usual the past couple of days.

kirbycrackle · #**15316** 4th May 2018, 21:35

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Originally Posted by newbs16

Consolida · #**15317** 4th May 2018, 22:58

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Originally Posted by newbs16

Anxiety has been worse than usual the past couple of days.

I hope the anxiety lessens soon newbs and you have a nice relaxing weekend

I’ve taken paracetamol and ibuprofen pills, even some codeine, and while it slightly relieves the flu symptoms (headache, aching body, shivers etc) it doesnt even touch the pain way down in my throat of over three months. The coughing has caused the pain to become so excruciating, especially when I swallow, that I’m thinking of getting myself a bucket to spit into. The last time I did that was years ago when I had glandular fever and I ended up in Hospital after becoming badly dehydrated. I can’t go on like this but it’s impossible to get an appointment with a GP at my Surgery. There’s only a few Nurses available and I’m not seeing the one who shrugged her shoulders and pretty much told me to **** off home and gargle with mouthwash.

hellotiger · #**15318** 5th May 2018, 08:43

^

Hope your symptoms ease soon.

I'm livid! HR really ****ed up. They couldn't open the applications for my sales assistant until the day before the arranged date for interviews then my boss went through 27 applications and picked 5 for me to interview. HR rang them up to invite them for an interview and found out that those are the applicants from when we first opened the shop a year ago. One still wanted to come in even though he hadn't technically applied for this job. So now I have to come in on my day off which takes an hour, to spend half an hour interviewing someone who didn't even apply. Meanwhile there's nothing being done about the people who did apply.
Phoned my boss to find out if I can have this guy's application so I know who the **** he is and what questions I need to ask since I'm being left to do it on my own and her voicemail picks up saying that she is off so please direct enquiries to another person. When I phone them, their phone goes straight to voicemail too. Hdjeidjdbjd&#(";-_hdjdjd!

humphrey · #**15319** 5th May 2018, 10:45

^ Sounds like they went to the same HR training academy my work uses!

endo_endo · #**15320** 5th May 2018, 11:34

^^ sounds like a fun afternoon of not knowing what to ask.

Going to play Switch games with randomly generated people today. Saw it on meetup... It's time these people know what it is to loose, To feel so desperately that you’re right, yet to fail nonetheless... Basically I'm going to win at mariokart a lot till random strangers hate me.

Turns out it's free comics day at forbidden planet. So that's cool.

endo_endo · #**15321** 5th May 2018, 15:44

^ it's a constant battle but keep trying some weeks are better than others but things get better, I find the trick is to feel how you feel. Iphones seem like a faff.

Won some lost more but it was fun.
I kicked my SA in the face today.

I was anxious that I would back slide into how I was and it hasn't happened yet.

Toxic · #**15322** 5th May 2018, 19:13

I've self diagnosed myself as having an autoimmune disease

I had one a couple of years back so it would make sense my body is that way inclined

Because all of my symptoms really don't add up to much of anything yet I've got aches and pains all over.

I've still got to go back to hear about my uneventful biopsy results from my anal probing in June but I might as well get another doctors appointment and start the ball rolling with "now what?" I don't really know who you would even be referred to when your falling apart in various places.

I had all these plans to lose weight, get fitter, get some hobbies this year..my health is constantly on my mind to the point I'm spending..quite a lot of money going private to try and get answers quicker so I can salvage whats left of this year but It's been nearly 4 months now and if anything I've got more wrong now than before! but with a very wounded bank account to boot.

hellotiger · #**15323** 5th May 2018, 19:17

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Originally Posted by endo_endo

^ it's a constant battle but keep trying some weeks are better than others but things get better, I find the trick is to feel how you feel. Iphones seem like a faff.

Won some lost more but it was fun.
I kicked my SA in the face today.

I was anxious that I would back slide into how I was and it hasn't happened yet.

Woop well done you kicked all kinds of booty

endo_endo · #**15324** 5th May 2018, 20:17

Thanks everyone.

The phone has a finger print scanner, that kind of still creeps me out a bit. I've only just accepted video calls aren't just 80s science fiction.

AireleeBray · #**15325** 5th May 2018, 20:44

frustrated with life struggling to accept the way things are

endo_endo · #**15326** 5th May 2018, 22:27

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Originally Posted by AireleeBray

frustrated with life struggling to accept the way things are

I've been feeling that way of late so at least you aren't alone.

AireleeBray · #**15327** 5th May 2018, 23:23

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Originally Posted by endo_endo

I've been feeling that way of late so at least you aren't alone.

newbs16 · #**15328** 6th May 2018, 09:09

Antisocial but I'm meant to be going out this afternoon, also have a upset stomach and was awake at 6.30 this morning!

I'm looking forward to a nice lye in tomorrow

endo_endo · #**15329** 6th May 2018, 10:38

Thanks AireleeBray.

Sorry to hear your stomach is playing up, I hope you feel better soon.

After the end of my relationship I feel much more alone than I did. I have talked to a few people about it and it's obvious it was unhealthy. I still find myself regretting how things turned out.

Lately I have been pushing myself but the loneliness is still there. I need people, it's not weakness to admit that I feel a deep disconnection. I don't think it's even social anxiety I am feeling. It could be I'm still struggling with the loss of something however broken that I truly valued even if she didn't.

Schmosby · #**15330** 6th May 2018, 12:30

Completely out of interest in life. Everything I do brings me into contact with vermin humans and nothing I do brings me any joy.